Issey's 21st!

Issey's 21st Birthday Goals!

1.Deed Poll [$80-$120]
2.NRIC [$150]
3.Nokia N95 (8gb) [$700]
4.Canon E1 [$300]
5.Compac CQ20 [$1,499]
6.Teeth Whitening (17 dec 08) [$800]


MAIN POINT : MONEY $$$

Hello~ Let mi make myself damn Freaking Clear here..
Who is nv Greedy? Who will ever get contented in life?
I will say : " NOT MI.."
PLEASE.. I'm a typical S'porean Gal with
Dreams & Loves 2 Day Dream.
Tell mi who dun Day Dream?
Who Dun wanna B rich & Famous(thou not all but as in General)
&
Most of all
Lovable by All Ard Him/Her???
I tell myself if i cant b e Best in ev1's eyes..
so even MORE i shd Pamper Myself 2 e Fullest!!!
I muz Pamper myself with all e Gifts & Richness in e World.
Aint i saying This Wrong?
(Correct mi at any point of time if i m wrong)
Learn to Love Urself B4 saying U Love Some1 Else..
Get it???

cant slp

hmm.. at last free from work..
no need slp so early..but y m i not slping??
its raining reali heavily now..so sudden man..
WTF? irs der's smting wrong with ecosystem?
when i at work in bugis e weather is freaking hot..
a person like mi, always kp cold de oso BTH man..
almost got heat stroke.. wakaoz..

wat m i going do now???
i tink i tink i tink?
der's jus smting bothering mi..
o jus cant figure wat..
GOD shower mi soome $$$ pls..
BROKE!!!

BRA nite mare

hmm..hahaha..
angeline, bao gui n baby des..
drop by shop 2day..but was accidently pass by..
but nvm.. was so sweet aft all..
they got lost in bugis street..so i left shop awhile..
bringing them e way going up 2nd lvl..
carrying baby des..so cute..
cos jus awhile.. i gotta go back shop le..
so i ask them carry her back..
but she jus cling on mi like a kola bear..
so cute sia.. hahahah.. not like my NOTY travis..
who clap oso go.. gong gong. like roti prata man most..
so aft awhile i jus go back shop, let them go shop..

reached back shop..
OH MAN..
been arranging all e bra[s] in shop..
i sure bound 2 have nite mare dat BARs chasin mi man..
so many BRAs and UNIDIESs.. lol..
hiaz.. i m jus allergic 2 all e dust in shop.
der's too much dust..work part time onli..
i can get so sweaty..so sticky.. so yucky man..
having rash abit here n der on arm n legs sia..
destroying my beautiful fare skin..
but i jus simply cant tolerate e shop in a damn mess..
i hate letting customer wait or ask wher is this or dat..
i rather rely on myself.. den others ba..
or mayb i jus kpo.. reali so stupid of mi..
i m lazy at home.. but work place i jus cant sit still..
why huh? can some1 explain?? EEEEeee.. ARGH

work with her is ok.. but she can b kinda lazy..
mayb she jus 2 young or inexprience..
tis bugis street..u handle itngs all by urself..
dun tink of asking or rely on ppl..
but she jus likes 2 sit down n duno do wat..
jus sits der..posing? ideling? or mayb jus simply bo liao?
cos she likes 2 ask mi funny questions which i reali find it lame..

Example : "do u allow ur partner 2 go out with other gals?"
[i was like.. "wat e?? go ahead la..dun reali bother mi"]
: "r u in tis sales line v long?"
[erm.. we r jus e same age.."but u r fron china so erm.."]
: "how do ur boss treats u? do they promote u?"
[wat a qns? "i got boss who likes mi, i gort boss who sack mi"]
: "when u quarrel with ur partner n he walks out on u,
will u throw temper n force him come back in 10 sec??"
[omg?! i nv done it b4..so its jus dumb..any i dun care]
: "do love songs make u tink of ur parnter??"
[erm.. NO!!!..hello..pls grow up!]
: "u like 2 sing?]
[ya i do..la la la la]
: "u work pub b4..how iszit like?"
[go n u'll know urself..but i tink u beta go ktv beta]
: "got many guys go aft u now?"
[if got..i oso duno..so dun bother ask]

all qns above she jus simply ask n ask duno 4 wat..
i got no idea she ask le.. den??? she jus smile..
wat man??? wat's so funny? she jus cant say smting human..
i feel so dumb.. so i rather faces all e BRAs n UNDIESs..
i rather climb up n down..clean tis, arrange dat..
if not she'll not stop asking.. i dunwan duno how 2 ans..
but overall she is a sweet gal.. jus abit lor so? noisy?
anyway so far so gd still ok lo..
oh ya!!! 1 more ting abt her..i find reali werid..
we have been betting for shop sales..
she always jus wan e sales 2 b lousy..
wat a sales gal is she??? weird huh??
cos ytd we bet a bottle of mineral water 4 2day..
abt 9.30..we bet.. i say we'll earn $30 more..
she jus say no..we wun.. n she jus sits der dun push sales..
i tried beri hard.. but no luck.. cos no ppl ard e time le..
so i lost!!! so 2day i buy a bottle of mineral water go shop..
den agn abt 9.15 likdat..we bet e sales..
we'e stuck at $480..so she say onli will reach $500..
i say at least muz $520-$530..den agn she sits der do nutting..
but i was running abt finding shorts..
oso can b bother abt sales..but e end of day.. we hit $540..
thou i run abt..all e customer i serve..zzz... duno wat she doing..
jus dun do den win mehz? ARGH!!! duno who 2 say lah..
so thur i will win a bottle of mineral water n a prawn cracker..
wateva.. anyway tired le.. tml gotta wakey @ 7am...
so going slp soon.. Nites all..

Happy Mid-Autumn

tired!!! damn shag!!! KO!!!
whoa~ reach shop at 3 sharp..
OMG! i feel so like in an oven!
faint..reali so hot dat i decided 2 clean e damn fan!
with 2 swollen index finger..wat a dumb person i'm?
but in e end i still clean it for my own sake..
clean abt an hour.. e dust is like jus wakaoz..
duno wat 2 say man..
*cough*
*sneeze*
*itch*
YUCK!
hire a maid to clean my house, but i clean some1 else shop..
wat a joke huh? mayb i shd b a zhong dian nui yong..
cos reali realize dat i have tis werid sickness in mi..
DUMB!!!
thou e fan was clean but i guess too clean..
cos got a rat sounds.. *tweet tweet tweet *..
hahaha..i clean away e or you..tml buy ma you put..
but at least got wind from e lousy fan.. phew..
rather shag out le lo..still vaccum floor cos dust drop down..
but oso not much sales, so i m free 2 do wat i wan.. KPO..
dint do much packing of undies..
but boss n mi rearrange e bras..
so makes no diff.. now my neck, leg, back hurts like shit..
wonder how m i going 2 tar han 1 full wk..
i might jus break in2 pieces man.. sianz..
sob sob =(.. hiaz..
y boss go back china?
y boss dun let wan qi work more den mi?
y ask mi work till she come back?
main problem is..
y i so KPO say ok lah??? STUPID!
Argh..shag lah.. go play psp n go slp le lo..

oh ya.. wish all Happy Mid- Autumn!!!
Eat moon cakes, so drink more water..
next yr..pls remind mi earlier so i take off..
i wanna go see e beautiful lightings at chinese garden..
nv see b4.. hiaz.. wat a waste..
or mayb go burn down a playgound..hahaha..
play candles oso can.. carry lantens.. so cool..
jus remind mi of fesitive season lah..
chaoz!

Early Sun program

Whao.. its a hot sunday..
met up with Angeline n baby des[god daugther]..
at reservoir Mac..bringing along body guard n NOTY travis.
so had a fish fillet EVM as my lunch..
so apple dipper 4 travis.. happy meal nuggets 4 des..
ya ya..guess wat?
both of my index finger got bitten by TRAVIS..
i reali wanna scream my head off at him man..
it's damn f***ing pain!!! [Slap!!!]
till now blog oso pain man.. wakaoz..
wat a KL son i've man..
aft Mac bring them out 2 neighborhood shop..
got a playing piano for des..she is so happy..
so m i.. but nutting for travis.. cos he too NOTY!!!
but aft all.. got him too many tings..
mom lah, sis lah, all buy tings 4 him lah..
so my $$$ is onli for myself.. wakaka..
who ask he bite mi.. HmPh!
wo jiu shi hen xiao qi de..wun 4give him so soon..
so timing abt der.. mom call wanna come fetch mi home..
i walk angeline 2wards her dad's house..
as she is not fimilar with e area..
till CC she need to do some stuff..
so mom fetch body guard n NOTY BOY from CC..
so walked God daughter de ma n pretty God daughter back..
from der was going 3, so rush a cab down 2 work le lo..

STUPID GAL

i told u how many times..
take care. b a gd gal.
eat more slp..
u need rest..
still dare run out buy moon cake..
dumb u..
[ANGRY]

rain rain go away

its raining rather heavily..
i always dislike rainy days..
legs hurt..hiaz..
2day is already sat..
ltr gotta go work le..
hmm..wonder how will sales b..
hope der's gd sales..
drinking session anyone?
Cheers

My Care Bear Family

I love my Care Bears..
I know They Love me too..
They love those who loves mi..
Jus like how i love them..

=)

thou i dint get my tortoise bag..
but i did smting fulfilling..
so aft all i dint spend $60 yet i m still happy..
still wanna thanks gal over all.. I LOVE U ALWAYS..
Mahjong muz win more more..
1 more care bear waiting lo..hehehe..
Jia You wor..

Travis is back..how i go fetch him n my day

2day woke up 10plus..den slp back..
den 12plus totally wake up..hmm..
so bath n prepare to go fetch bao bei home..
in btw did call at my lost hp tingy..
hiaz.. still no news.. damn sad..
be it a gift or not..i jus love my N95[8gb]..
feel like getting it back..2 many memories in der..
but fuck e trans cab customer service ppl..
wtf r they doing..same person on hold mi 4 abt 7times..
den duno wtf they doing..reali wanna complain them man..
but in state e 6-dial hot line den customer service is reali gd..
she is call Kathika..nice lady..help out alot..
but i know help de lah..due 2 my dumbness n carelessness..
another nice customer service is city cab de..
call Gan..oso did try 2 help..thou got report le..
but he said no news yet..so reali hopeless le..
been 5days le.. since 07/08/08..
so i shall no keep any more hope..smting jus fated..
so continue to aft i did all my calling..
i go bath n prepare to go out fetch baobei..
brought body guard along [maid].. lol..hahaha..
borrow ez link from mom for her..
so we took bus from my house here 2 amk hub..
b4 taking bus i go buy 4D..hehe..so hope i wil tio ba..
but did spend $2 buy kua kua le..but tio eat.. =( sob..
so we took bus 22 to amk hub..reaching amk blk 333..
i call ah gal..cos can meet up for lunch, oso with wang zai lo..
so we met @ amk hub..weather was so hot..
so we decided eat inside hub lo..
we eat a rest. called Sticky Rice..[Thai style de]
1st time i realise got tom yam soup is totally white in colour..
whao~ its taste reali gd man..
order sotong oso power with e sauce..
oso got mango salad, so so onli lo..
but e worst was e soft shell crab man.. SUCKS!!!
so if any1 intend to eat soft shell crab, pls dun eatThai style de..
Jap de is e best.. so i intro Aijisen de soft shell..
or mayb even Cathay e quick bite de..
n e erm.. 99cents de sushi de..so pls pls Thai style out!!!
hmm..den from der i n body guard took cab down wdls..
cos kinda rush le..was fast lah.. $10.20.. zzz.. sianz..
thru out HE was sick in sick bay.. duno wat happened..
keep smsing no reply..call no answer.. hiaz.. oso duno how..
tot of sending him back on e way or send go see doc..
but when reach le der..still no reply..did waited while..
den no choice started raining..
since travis is sick..i gotta rush him home le..
so took a cab back home le lo..
in e way back he call..saying he was slping..
over all ok..but sounds reali sick..hiaz..
so poor ting..but knock off at 8pm..so he jus stay der lo..
reach home abt 5.30pm..hiaz.. mom scold mi..
cos travis reali thin down alot n sick..
when he sick is reali hard too look aft..
but end of e day oso i look aft myself wat..
got a maid oso no use..hiaz..
F***ing stupid mom..shift dumb com into sis room..
even sis kp lo..damn irritating de sia..brainless creature..
fixed up baby chair..den aft awhile sis came home..
so we went down but ling yang n cook m ta bao rice 4 dinner..
aft dat.. mom went down her zai tui.. sis go out drink..
i m left alone agn..was waiting 4 him 2 collect ling yang..
but he dint..mayb reali too shag n sick le lah.. hiaz..
ah gal slp whole day like stupid pig..
n her stupid lappy dead..wang wang so bore..
so m i..hmm.. waiting for reply but dun hab..
mom is home kinda early.. dint talk much she go slp..
den sis call asking mi wat i doing so ask her ta bao food 4 mi..
cos i kinda hungry..so i ask her tabao macaronis for mi..
hahaha.. so damn shag..so i siao swallow finish e whole blow..
den eat a ang ku kuai..den 3 n 1/2 piece of bak qua.. hahaha..
wat a supper? hmm.. hope i stop dropping weight le..
eat so much oso bcos i now weight @ 38 - 39kg..
keep dropping.. duno y sia..
i oso damn F***ing shag le..
waited so long he nv sms..hiaz.. no msn reply..
he slp le.. so jus hope he will feel beta tml..
ling yang still waiting k..
MUACKZ!!!
NITEZ

Sick

hiaz..
ev1 is sick..
son is sick, i'm sick 2..
my ferrari n wang zai sick..
even e strong [him] is oso sick..
hmm.. here i wish all recover soon..
tml will continue cook n leave a btl of ling yang..
hope u will pass by n take it if its possible n sun lu 4 u..
3days course not long.. but tis time is reali fall sick le lah..

Jia you wor!
Get well soon...
Weather reali bad..
e common flu is back..
bring a btl of water in bag..
=)

Enuf 4 e 2nite

been blogging for hrs 2nite..
since i step home aft access "Happy hour".
like say from hmmm..abt 11.30pm ba..
going 4hrs..my waist aching..
tml gotta fetch beloved travis home..
so gotta get some rest..
so stay tune cos haben say abt my sunday..

gamba : [sunday is abt i go pray ah ma n ah kong..
with relatives..and hanging out with them thru day]

[E journey to e center of e earth, was not as i expected]

P/S 2 all reading: Weather reali hot recently, or shd i say bad,
pls take reali gd care n drink more water ya..dun fall sick..stay heathly

Tues nite,TPH got drunk

hmm..was consider early dat nite..
either a mon or tues, cant recall le..
but mostly is tues...cos next day eng how n he was going class
or study ba..like got sms mi abt jas wong.
he did mention he study onli wed n fri nites.
thru der i oso complain abt ah hao getting drunk e previous nite.
all i rmb is he's on mc dat beri day.. but next day gotta work.
due 2 massive blogging 2day thru my whole of last wk..
e Dare Devil No.1 was drunk e moment i n gal step in @ 9.15pm.
don walk over saying : "drunk liao drunk liao"
in my mind was : " WTF?! so damn F***in early man!"
e very 1st person i saw was ah hao[dare devil No.1],
sitting directly at e bar counter..
hmm..joke is e drunken is actually him!!!
WAT E HELL??
actually located sitting at T4.
T5 was ah hong n ah kok.V bad,keep laughing at him.[SLAP!]
so 9.30pm ah hao walk over to T8[sofa] sit der..
den duno wat lah.. start waving too duno who oso lah..
zzz.. don say : "he drink with sell bak qua de 1 n 1/2 btl martell
2 person share..play pool.. den ah hao lose alot.."
hmm..so now we know e story..
9.45pm ah hao KO on e sofa le..
abt 9.55pm. Don need a small table..
so we jus shift over T8 2 sit with drunken hao.
frankly i nv like sofa.so low n jus dun like lo.
but dun hog on T4 due 2 business nah..
another reason in case drunken wake up or wat..
keep a look out..hmm..
bcos seeing him so drunk..gal n mi dint reali dare drink.
aft awhile we both hungry go buy food ocme back eat lo.
abt 2hr ltr he woke up, walking 2 toilet.
i tot he ok le..cos rather or shd i say.
1st responsible boss : Ah Chong
2nd : Ah Hao
all bosses oso gd lah.. but worst is erm..
hahaha.. Bully!!! but gd n bad de lah..
e rest..hmm..diff ppl jugde diff..so dun blame me..
aft toilet once agn he jus KO der.. den yuki join in e club.
we turn into e drunken club corner..den wang came down..
so we 3 play dices lo..rather relax n slack..
den 2nd time he woke up.he seems rather ok le..
sober le..can walk out smoke n talk cork woth frens..
so we 3 inside can play properly.
play drink, drink play.time goes sooo slowly..
den duno wat e.. Don came running abt 12plus..
calling mi : " go see hao, he in car duno will drive away ma"
He cant stay out long cos yuki oso drunk.other is new waitress.
so i go kpo lo..knock knock.. car was otside Anges Rose.
window slightly open. so i keep raise voice ask 2 open lock.
hmm..from der i stolen his car key n lock him alone in car.
den i go back access continue with wang n gal..
abt ev 15mins got go check him out lo..
cos in case he needs his engine on or anything..weather kinda hot lah.
den from der cant reali recall..rather blur liao..
mayb i high le ba..or reali pass too long le..
duno wat time i left..but b4 leaving all beckering agn lo.
aiya i jus pass e keys 2 gal lo,get a cabby n leave e BQ..
duno y Wang Wang TL, I TL, Gal TL..All simply jus TL..
here say go dunwan go..der send go dunwan go..
all dun go lah.. i go lo..so once agn i go home KO myself..
hmmm..

~The End~

Lets talk abt how i pass my Crazy sat nite

hmm.. was in access till abt 5.15am early sun morning, late sat nite.
reach home abt 5.30-5.45am..damn Triple S..
haiz..was not drunk but damn shag out..
not doing so well thru e nite..many tings happened..hmm..
ev1 rather high dat nitez.. and was y i say sorry to JUNE..
cos i poke her eye..zzz.. WTF?! i m reali sorry abt it..
& bcos of playing 5 10,i poke her eye n hiaz..sad story nah.
bet was i lose i dance pool top. i win ron drink a jar iof beer..
morale of e story i LOST!!!
okie.. accepting dat i lost i dance.. blablabla~
frankly from e bottom of my heart i reali dint wanna go up.
i m not beri high or drunk or wat so eva..so no intentions..
i jus see see look look, enjoyin with all high ppl.
no1 else 2 blame..but myself.. i jus love dancing.
mayb attention seeker? but no.. i reali LOVES dancin..
anyway end of e day i jus consider a loser.
jus simply wat e..not F***..mayb jus Hell..
till i step in till e 2nd set of dance..
reali damn rather bother..almost got jus ko..
bcos table was full, as we share with marcus n his fren.
started out onli mi, gal, wang n bien.. not 2 4get eng how.
playing playing cards..still so so..
funny making bien drink lotta water.. healthy leh..
don n bien jus same faith..thou u all boss..
entertain but PUB bill ex lah..drink so much for wat?
waste water sia..both look like water barrel 2 mi..hahaha
so basically obvious bien been losin thru out..
den time tick tock rather slowly..quite bore..
thru out e nite de ppl..i believe almost all high..
but i was not..rather surprisingly sober thru out..
1st set dance was :
Low [erm. nelly?]
Hips dun lie [Shakira]
Piece if me [B.Spears]
smting likdat..cos all i put de..
so startin getting kinda high in e atmosphere..
2nd set dance was :
4mins[Timbland]
Gimme more [B.Spears]
Crazy for ur love [Koda kumi]
but no more waitress, 4got lah..
anyohow put onli..nice can le..
den was dancing on e floor with e rest.
Ferrari lah, wayne, grace, jasmine abit, yuki abit, june abit..
but weird, suddenly i turn into Grace's pole..
erm..kinda not feeling gd being a pole..e touch not rite.
but last song jus ended 3mins she str8 KO outside..
whao~ but she was dancing with mi 3mins ago!!!
anyway dun matter..she jus i oso duno wher she went..
3rd set dance was :
erm..tis when e 2nd song finishing soon i was ask 2 play 5 10 with ron.
so e song i dance was Don't Cha [Pussy cat dolls]
win liao lo.. he win liao.. den LL i go up..
1 guy was actually dancin. but when i dance all was gals.
4 gals on top. Dancer, 2 other female customer n mi[Issey]
zzz..not reali feeling gd abt it..sensing D day..
but i lost..so jus dance thru..came down..
den duno y 1 more song appear..last set total 4 songs..
The way i m [Timbland or another land]
song of me n don de song[i like he like]..
den agn MR. IEK high pushin all agn 2 dance lo..
den we once agn dance abit here n der lah..
him n him..him n dancer..
den D day lo..ard of applause..i knew it would happen..
but i m jus to stubborn 2 learn smtings.
so here n der..start becking over e matter.
den blablabla~ agn i lost.
so i LL go home lo..reach home jus KO..
too tired to tink of anyting else.
End of my Crazy Sat Nite..

Gucci~Stripy

finally i can hao lian over smting abt myself.
i got myself a GUCCI hp strip @ Paragon der..
on e 02/08/08 @ 8:18:15pm
its not e classic with green like got algae de..
hehehe..thou 2 some ppl onli $200..
But HELLO, i shall say here.
I m not a damn F***in rich tai tai..[i m reali not 1]
i can dun mind spending on many many tings.
cos i can see many many tings ard me.
or even spending making myself abit more ke yi jian ren.
as in dolling up, do hair,nails,massage,etc. [facial not kinda my type]
bcos i m not those branded from head 2 toe type.
so u can call mi BITHCY or wateva u wanna call.
but i m not Bean pole? Beam bole? lol.[duno how 2 spell lah]
thou i look like 1 bean pole? or mayb bean sprout? haha

Using a $200 tingy 2 hang ard my neck!?
makes my neck feels so heavy.
makes my heart pound so hard.
but best part is e moment of buying n stepping out.
so funny.. Ferrari laugh ba.. laugh more ok..hahaha

Was so attracted to it when my eye spotted it.
its was red white strips.
Was so excited paying for it n when for e tax invoice.
its was $200 [Tax invoice : 637209 (buy 4D ba)]
Was so eager to use it on/with my N95[8gb] when i got it.
its was such a prefect match man.

BUT~
Was my heart breaks e moment i step out..
thou did regret lah..causin pocket 2 burn a big hole.
lol.but wat to do lehz?
PAID.CHOP.SIGN.
So means cfm le lah.
hahaha..
so jus dun lose it can le..if not~

CHOY! Touch wood man.. phiew!
SSSShhhh...

Sway until duno wat 2 say

hmm..
now is ghost mth le..
i oso start 2 sway le..
reali as in damn freaking scary de sway..
dropping losing missing almost evting ard mi.
WTF?
haiz..
duno how 2 say myself..
smtimes feel i m ti kong kai[blessed kid]..
now reali is down like a si liang kai[dead kid]..
even seein oso gib mi see agn..
so kua zhang till call n kj mi..
reali so sway meh?
NO JOKE MAN!!!
jus so sway de lo.. hiaz..
losting items i admit its my fault lah..
but those tingy, erm.. i dint offend lehz..
still see means i m jus down in luck..
wher's my LUCKY STAR!!!
come back ba..beri xin ku wor..

When i think of you

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused

When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

Wootz~

I m home early thou went drinking at access.
cool man.. lol..but reali damn shag out.
dint reali drink much martell but a bowl of soup n rice with egg..
thou was hanging in e mid air, tired.
but still she's always der for mi.
thanks gal.. always love u e same u love mi.
Muackz. thanks
my ferrari and wang wang xiao man tou. lol.

To : June

I M SORRY
^ 5 treat on mi next time..
Muackz

morning & afternoon

many days of restless unsleepable nites.
finally i put myself on drinking off day ytd..
but tonite gotta eat table with mom..boring..
next blog muz say abt my pass few happenin days..
so many left untouchable unspeakable

all alone

1st marriage anniversary
2nd yr being tgt
u r alone
so m i
mayb will nv b tgt anymore
heart broken not bcos of u
but smting else hurts mi more

my bday alone
son's 1st mth alone
mother's day alone
anniversary alone

being pregnant alone
being sick alone
being lonely alone
being happy alone
being sad alone
being helpless alone
being tired alone
being silly alone
being pain alone

wat else more i gotta b alone?
i shd jus leave my life alone
JUS LEAVE MI ALONE

der's jus some1 else out der.
not bocs of u. i wun b so alone.
i shd thanks God or You.
i shall thanks myself alone.
i choose my path i will walk alone.

D or not D?

facing so many problem..
D or not D?
i m tired..
a bouquet of flower dun touch mi.
i m very disappointed.
was nv happy abt it.
mayb i jus need time 2 cool off.
anyway i will jus lose evting.
i m silly i m dumb..
almost met with accident on my way home..
how i wish i did..
mayb evting will jus go.
but luckily i dint.
cos i m afraid 2 lose evting.
pls give mi a little more time.

iszit my fault?

wan li called..
another gal fren of mine go millions interview.
shi yong was with her..
he said : "u see one by one foloing ur foot step liao lah.."
1st was bcos of serena, i was blame by all for bringin her 2 LV..
now wei ling i intro her Millions..
wei ling intro hui min..folo by wan li..
i reali nv wish all of them to work pub..
wat's so fun in working in a pub?
free drinks? frens n even more frens?
wan li said : "i jus wanna find smting do n make more frens
2 shake off e times when tink of him.."
does drinkin slove evting?
NO!
i gotta realise drinking makes tings worst..
all bcos of drinking i ogt myself into countless trouble..
y they still dun see e point?
Millions ah Millions u still so short of waitress?
wei ling ah..
stop introducing all to millions..
stop when u all tink its time ba..

Damn F***ing Pissed Off

i already doing wat i shd do..
i m doing my job..
jolly well know tml is pay day..
still said ok will pass mi invoice..
gaming is all u care..
i m sick n i dunit slp..
all bcum my fault, i m lazy..
thanks..
nv in life i did anyting rite..
now i gotta sit n wait for invoice 2 drop from sky..
do till pass mid nite..
wat is it going on with mi???
i m turning nuts bcos of evting..

[last sms send : 9:48am 30/7/2008]
[last sms recieved : 10:03pm 30/7/2008]

damn shag

still not feeling so well.
but its end of e month..
gotta rush out my work..
haiz.. reali damn triple S man..
Sick.....Shag.....Siao......
den folo by si liao..
actually i gotta work now..
but jus wanna relax my mind thru blogging..
den gotta concentrate le..
wish mi luck..
no mistakes is allow..

Finally Done!

phew..aft so long..
i finally got my blog back in track.
but i m too tired to blog abt anyting now,
cos i m feelin reali sick.
been having diarrhea n vomiting away 2day.
so shall not blog thru e late nite.
May all have e sweetest dream.
i love my son.
Amen?
erm.. wateva!


[here i wish "some1 special" gd nite n thanks for still caring]